I really need to find me!!! My grandmother was Sarah Melinda Smith born 1919 of Cherokee, Choctaw, Freeman. She married James Thomas Shumac. Their children have hidden the past, I want to leave my children and grandchildren with their history. I think myself and them will be proud of our ancestors. I know we are making them proud of us. Their 5 children have passed and left so many of us with no answers. Please, please help me.